Over the past year and a half the loneliness of living abroad has subsided. I don't pine for America as much anymore (although I still dance every time I go to America-laden Costco). I've found a bit of normalcy here and time also helps. I have worked to have a life here that is fun but comfortable. However, sometimes things happen that rock the boat.
I was recently informed that my grandmother passed away. The news hit me really hard. She was an amazing woman that will be missed so very much.
I found myself talking with family and friends in the US via the phone and FaceTime. As we talked, they gave me words of comfort, but the miles felt so far. I longed for their hugs and to be in person as I talked about my feelings and memories.
While many people would be hopping on a plane, I need to wait to head back for the memorial service which will be at a later date. Everyone feels so far away right now and it is really hard.
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